Nocturnal City

Why?  

so much weariness running after a hope that has no goal,

abandoned and neglected,

certainly the problem is me,

It’s the way the world goes

such is life

And eternal loneliness

that I thought I could fill in his arms

I thought you understood me, that we were only a mirror

but it’s another that you choose, more beautiful certainly

less serious in his expressions

Who am I?

a lost soul shuffling through this beautiful world

And it snowed today, whitish

And an immaculate sea

it reminds me of my hometown

this endless city in which I lost myself at first sight

I hung up, and at first kiss too there is nothing,

I am only body,

my wholeness is denied and I'm worth nothing

eternal loneliness

free-flowing alcohol and despair

I laugh in despair

Sadness is dripping from my body

Have people heard the anger rumbling in my guts?

Probably, but they certainly don't suspect how much it sets me on fire with each of my actions

stupidity is my watchword it would seem

I only let him see the pain that hindered my body

he doesn't suspect the deep cuts that dot my body

no matter, once again I am alone

facing myself

facing the world

nocturnal city marveling my dreams,

here you are, eternal rest

A photograph of the moment

And I feel liberated

no matter, I know the value of everything in this world

except maybe mine

Nocturnal City was submitted anonymously.