She Calls Her Neurosis Candy
My anxious body is the greatest whore
plucking dimes from the pockets
of strange men
...tricky
vying for an eye
or two or three
strutting down 'neath the red lights,
moves like a gypsy
Body full of sulphur,
gun powder
organs light up neon
and muscles cramp like
hot plates
shatter
Pearly whites snuffed out
by the rot,
old oyster meat gums
Who knew picking a scab
could be like sex?
There
the wound marries pleasure
in the sludge
of a back-alley meadow
and God, does it hurt
every vow, another biting
remark
Lost heroin star,
hooves on cement
I am the scar my mother was before me